Derelict Afternoon » Internal Monologue http://www.derelictafternoon.com You should be working, but you're not. Mon, 05 Apr 2010 02:08:59 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0.1 I must do more http://www.derelictafternoon.com/2009/12/08/i-must-do-more/ http://www.derelictafternoon.com/2009/12/08/i-must-do-more/#comments Tue, 08 Dec 2009 15:43:54 +0000 The Derelict http://www.derelictafternoon.com/?p=757 Today a friend from highschool friended me on Facebook. Not a close friend, but we hung out with many of the same people those 10+ years ago.

Even back in HS I was quite a techy, I never considered this guy really into the same stuff. Not that he wasn’t smart, just that he wasn’t all that techy.

So it looks like in the years since HS he has started a few web companies and has done quite well. It is not just that I am jealous, and I am. I just see all that he is doing and how little I am doing and I just want to shoot myself in the face. I do work hard and for a very large and nice corporation…but this guy is being an entrepreneur! Trying new ideas, seeing if they float or sink, exciting stuff.

Sure I help catch criminals and assist in finding murderers and missing people, but I do it for someone else. And when it comes down to it no matter how hard I work I am still their bitch, just another cog in THEIR machine.

I must do more.

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I guess once a derelict, always a derelict.

Enjoy this pic of my old front yard…

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